“I need to worship because without it I can forget that I have a Big God beside me and live in fear. I need to worship because without it I can forget his calling and begin to live in a spirit of self-preoccupation. I need to worship because without it I lose a sense of wonder and gratitude and plod through life with blinders on. I need worship because my natural tendency is toward self-reliance and stubborn independence.”

"Jaune, how great is your God?"

mean girls. 

why don't we do anything about them?

we complain, granted. but why do we live in the mindset that there's nothing we can do about them, 

that they're always going to exist. 

i was convicted recently, 

Jesus prays for our Father's kingdom, our Father's will be done, 

on earth as it is in heaven. 

there is so much more than gadgets.
my goodness, there is so much more.
friendship does not depend on technology. if it does, that is not real friendship.

my life in music. 

-If you want me to- Ginny Owens

-Not gonna worry- Gaither Vocal Band

-Busted heart (hold onto me)- For KING & COUNTRY

-Giants in the land- Grover Levy

-This is your life- Newsboys

how insignificant are my problems. 
please Lord, help to see. 
in comparison to YOUR POWER-
its foolish to worry. 
its foolish.
dear God, whats the balance between confidence, and cockiness?
whats the balance between leading someone on- (leading them where)
and being just FRIENDLY. dear Lord, i want to live with no regrets. i don't believe its living my life to the fullest just sitting around analyzing everything. dear God, PLEASE help me to look to the future, because you know the plans you have for me, you declare. plans to prosper me, and not to harm me. plans to give me a future. 

let Him hold your hand. 

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k God. i'll stop running. 

help me to stop analyzing meaningless things. 
MEANINGLESS THINGS>
and live with abandon, 
and love with abandon
-to roll watermelons on the sidewalk, 
to say No, stop it!

quiet. solitude.
i think its so hard to find a healthy balance.
sometimes its all you want. other times its what you dread.
but i think that its vital to recharge. to spend time by yourself with Jesus.
we need to constantly be in tune with the Creater, or else we will be out of tune.
and so i take this time, Lord,

Please Lord, I LAY IT DOWN AT YOUR FEET. it seems you have made me this way, and i trust LORD GOD, that you, creator of the UNIVERSE and everything in it, do not make mistakes. so what's your will in this? Would you help me to seek you first and foremost, and not be terrified of them. because Lord Almighty you've said if i am, you'll give me something to be terrified about- you'll terrify me in front of them. ITS REAL. its something that's dictating my life. please overcome. 
And Lord, i don't think that truly love is something we can force ourselves to do. No, can it flow as natural as a stream out of the overflowing love you have for me. HELP ME TO BELIEVE IT! 
goodness, i don't want to keep living this way. 
YOU ARE THE CHANGE. 
CAN YOU CHANGE ME>
PLEASE> 
in the right motives. …
what're my motives?
please purify my motives!
MY GOODNESS LORD, YOUR GOODNESS IS OVERWHELMING!
you supply. YOUR GRACE IS SUFFICIENT!

if You had made us immune to attraction-

- speak one's mind-

a quiet symphony.
one of heart,
a soft warm billowing sound
one of light,
a rosy yellow glow
one that gives a new perspective
and time
one that is content to
just be
just be


just be

cause i know i'm worn. -tenth avenue north.