and I'm learning not to worry. 




because there is no need. 


and I'm learning how to walk on, 
trusting Him to go before me, 
to go beside me, 
to go surrounding me. 



and its something beautiful. 


'But we must risk-
 because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing'



you be caught, you've got to fall. 

what if everything does happen for a reason? 

theres a couple things going on in my life right now that's really testing my faith in whether or not that's true.

whats the purpose in this? 

how can God be glorified in this?

and then i think about what God has already done,

and how beyond myself He is. 

and i feel small, 

like i'm looking up at the starry night 

remembering that the sun is just another average star.

and that the earth is just one of thousands of planets out there

and that there's 9 billion people on the earth, 

as numerous as the stars in the heavens.

and suddenly, my problems don't seem so 

GINORMOUS 

anymore,

instead they feel small

and i feel safe 

knowing that i'm small

because God is bigger than the heavens

God is beyond my comprehension

and i've decided i can rest in that

 thats one reason i'm a space junkie. 

because it makes me feel small.

and that;s the reason why i love thunderstorms

it's something so beyond my control, 

so beyond myself

SO BEYOND MYSELF. 

 

<starry night- chris august>

ohoh, we need each other. 
Rabbi, you're teaching me. 
please let me to love as You have first loved us. 
YOU HAVE FIRST LOVED US.
you laid down your life for your brothers. 
Jesus, let how i love reflect Your love for us, 
glorify Yourself, Lord God ALMIGHTY. 

i need people in my life to challenge me. 
keep me accountable. 
i'm learning that its such a blessing. 
really, it is SUCH a blessing. 
<psalm 141:5> it is an oil upon my head.
so if there's the odd chance that theres someone out there reading my blog, 
if you feel that God is leading you to say something, 
say it

we need each other. 

                      PROVERBS 18:1,2

Whoever ^(A)isolates himself seeks his own desire;
    he breaks out against all sound judgment.

A fool takes no pleasure in understanding,
    but only ^(B)in expressing his opinion.

soo convicting. 

life at the present

a season of following through. 

what's my motive? motive 1, motive 2

Jesus be my first love

you are not your past, those chains are gone. 

what you do to others, you are also doing to Me. 

made to crave

what's beauty?

break these chains Father,

You're the only one who can

can't, can't wait till camp. 

being surrounded 24 hours a day is really taxing, challenging, intense, powerful. by the end your so exhausted, both physically and mentally. its so worth it. so worth it. 

King Jesus we love you, for we have been loved. 

the cycle ends here. 

a radical generation. 

through God, anything is possible. 

do you believe that?

what about no more mean girls. 

do you believe that it is possible?

what about no more bullying?

how many times in the bible does Jesus teach us how to pray?

JUST ONCE.

he tells us to pray like this:

Our Father, who art in heaven

hallowed by thy name

your kingdom come, 

your will be done,

ON EARTH, as it is in heaven.

Give us this day  our daily bread,

and forgive us our trespasses- 

as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

FOR THYNE IS THE KINGDOM, THE POWER, AND THE GLORY. 

forever and ever, amen.

Your kingdom come ... on earth, as it is in heaven. 

.. God's kingdom.

God's kindgom is perfect. 

God's kingdom is intensely amazing,

immensely radical. 

where God's kingdom is, there is no indifference.

where God's kingdom is, there is no fear.

where God's kingdom is, GOD IS. 

YOU are everything good, everything perfect. 

Lord, YOUR kingdom come on earth, as it is in heaven. 

TO YOU BE THE GLORY~